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i am officially not updating my lj any more.
i think it is retarded.
it just depresses me.
i hate sharing my thoughts with strangers.
if you want to write your deepest thoughts.. do it in an actual journal instead of whining to everyone.
and if you just want to talk about your day.. talk about it to a friend.
geez.
this is stupid.
good bye forever.
i hate my life.
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[21 Aug 2004|05:22pm] |
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haven't updated in a while... i appologize.
school is awesome. <3
i love going.
yesterday was heather's party and i was going to go but then we didn't have a ride and we didn't know how to get there... sorry heather.
last night i went to chris's.
a lot of fun. <3
they had band practice.
chris and i fell asleep cuddling together.<3
tonight is a trlp show... i'm probably going. if we don't we are going to go see the exorcist.. chris is probably going to join the party.
katie has tried many times to have sex with cory.. but every time cory cancels cuz "something happened" or "he can't",or "he's too tired"... but my favorite one was "even though the door without a handle is closed all the way... meaning it would take 2 ppl, a knife, and 10 minutes to get out.. i'm afraid your friends are going to come running in really fast.." ------- yeah..
today lacie and i saw a turtle and ran over to it and found out it was really two turtles making babies. it was quite enticing.
karlie wrote her top bands.. so i must now write mine.
in no spacific order:
<3 thursday
<3 cursive
<3 avenged sevengfold
<3 atreyu
<3 every time i die
<3 alexisonfire
<3 the bled
<3 unearth
<3 blood brothers
<3 an albatross
<3 msi
<3 avril lavigne! <3 <3 <3 <3
...did you think that i was gunna give it up to you, this time?
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| (st. ursula academy) |
[17 Aug 2004|02:36pm] |
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Yesterday was my school's official "orrientation".
i didn't know anyone except for the people that i hated.
so at lunch i made friends with a bunch of cute little preppy girls and we had a lot of fun.
then after that i went around and made friends with all the other ones.
to my dissapointment, the lesbians were minimal (sp?).
the only lesbians were really ugly and manlike.
but it was a lot of fun.. all the girls started hugging me and linking arms with me and they all said i was their new best friend! i felt so loved. i don't know any of their names though.. they all looked the same to me. i sat with them and we all blew kisses to eachother. all girl school is so much fun!
this friday i am going to heather's party. it shall be rad. i don't have any money but i managed to find a dollar to give her. and i am making her a card. i am lookig forward. <3
and then on saturday : to chris's!! i can't wait to see andy's new baby girl! i think they named her erin??? i don't remember.
and i got new shoes today.
and i <3 you.
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| moi manquer de me'got avoir des (muahaha) |
[14 Aug 2004|01:45am] |
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tomorrow i start school... yeah... it's saturday tomorrow.. and i am starting school.. i know..
i might have fun.. it's all girls. a lot of lesbians for me to hit on. my gf is going to be the girl with the BIGGEST boobs in the whole school.
but moving on to a happier note than beautiful lesbians :
i went to chris's last night.. we sat together alone in the basement and bonded while he played me the guitar. he made me blush so much :-)
then their band practiced and ray (la drummer) took off his shirt and his flab/nipple rings were flying everywhere and i found it hard not to space out to it..it was awesome.
i was supposed to see chris today but my mom got all weird so i went and hid in le laundry room.
and lacie keeps reading my lj and then leaving it up and her parents read it and freak out... they told her she cooked popcorn which was bad..lol.. they are the weirdest parents ever. they kinda scare me.
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| riding in cars with boys gets me nowhere. |
[11 Aug 2004|07:41pm] |
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i know that i shouldn't hate him and that i should forgive him but for some reason i just don't want to. i feel that he is just shitting lies and then i should just stop talking to him all together but when i get online and he is on i tend to stare at his sn and when he im's me (even though i want to kill him) i get really excited.. i know that i still like him and yet i hate him with every fiber of my being. if a car ran him over i'd cry but it the back of my mind i'd kinda feel like he deserved it.
he tells me i wasn't just some girl and yet he said that ever since he laid eyes on some other girl he imagined her body on his and i tell him about it and he says it was some joke? how is that funny? how is that a fucking joke? where is the humor? i don't see it.. but maybe i'm crazy. maybe that is just the best joke ever!! :-) :-) :-) :-) ?
he wrote me a song and i hope he jokes on the lyrics.
i'm not bitching about that any more.. moving on.!
last night chris came and got me and katie and we went up to the mall to get andy. i saw alex york from afar. he is just my best friend and i wish everyone was like alex! we got andy and went to their house. i heard chris's band. they are very good. i think andy is a very lovely singer.
i am going to see chris again tonight. he is the highlight of my day every day.
and finally:
karlie got her ferret. she is very cute. karlie wouldn't name her george bush like i had hoped.. but she named her pipper which is ok i guess. it's no george bush but WHATEVER. i need a shower.
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[08 Aug 2004|10:32pm] |
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Yesterday Chris came over and we hung out with Karlie, Lacie, Dustin, Leah, and Ben.
It was a lot fun.
We went to Taco Bell and Leah got something and then we went to Arby's but then we decided to go to Steak n' Shake instead.
Then Chris treated me to a movie and we went in early and sat in the back corner and bonded.
Twas lovely.
Then I got home and my mom was angry so today i couldn't see him today.
But in a few minutes I'm sneaking out and I'm going to go hang out wit Lacie.
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[05 Aug 2004|01:05am] |
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well last night alex got me and we hung out in a parking lot and then we made out and the next day i found out that he was choosing someone else over me. wow.
END.
today i saw chris. it was a lot of fun. we hung out at badboards untill 9 then i went to his and andy's house. and i met tara. she was nice. chris drove me home right before 11pm and i gave him a pretty little kiss. he is going to call me. we may hang out tomorrow. not sure.<3 <3 <3 <3
lacie made me a pie today to make me feel better for having shattered dreams and it made me sick..
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do do do do do ... this is lacie and well ummm im bored so um... here!
i made edited those when i was bored ..
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[04 Aug 2004|02:50am] |
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well i went to my mall party and hung out with all the awesome people and i saw alex york who is fab-0-lous .. and then someone told me he was going out with perkins girl sooo i got this other guy's number and we just talked on the phone for about an hour and i am going to see him tomorrow AND THEN i find out alex ISN'T going out with perkins girl AND I WISH I KNEW HER REAL NAME but now i am going to have to choose which i know is going to be alex but i really like chris he is so nice to me and he is the only guy that has ever called me right when he was supposed to!! so oh gosh i am going to feel bad when i say i can't techniquely date him any more cuz he is just so nice to me... so geez. that's all i can say.
i want alex to come to my house at 3 in the morning tomorrow night. that would be so wonderful.
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[02 Aug 2004|12:35am] |
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kyle, robbie, and alex kuhling came over to lacie's today.
then megan and tiffany joined the party.
we went swimming and kyle got naked and so did i..again..(i just can't seem to keep my clothes on..)
kyle and robbie made out right in front of my face and i about shat my tight pants with excitement.
ohhh the excitement..
i hope everyone can play tomorrow!!
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| to hell with you and all your friends |
[31 Jul 2004|08:26am] |
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this is lacie... yesterday Leah and I had nothing to do so i got my camera and took loost of pictures...k
 <<<i made that...i think its loveeeeeeeely
 <<<she is suprised
 <<< wow
 <<<thats my sisters boyfriend...and leah. look at his shirt
 <<<hi
 <<<Leah
 <<mmmhmmm
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[26 Jul 2004|03:06pm] |
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Well i have had a fairly good couple of days. :-)
On Thursday (I think), Karlie, Lacie, and I went and saw the Notebook. It was so beautiful.. Karlie and I cried all through it and at the end we started bawling and laughing at the same time and strangers told us that it would be okay..:-)
The next day I went to Kroger with Karlie Lacie and Megan and we baught some items and then i got beautiful Mark's number.. and then I called him. And then I talked to him. And then I hung up. And then I slept at Karlie's with all of the before mentioned, except for Mark.
The next day Katie and I hung out (we made up) and saw Alex Kuhling and Robbie. Then Lacie joined us. Robbie drove us to the Chinese food restoraunt and we had some food. Then we went to Lacie's and they tried to get me to call Mark but I didn't want to cuz I'm a puss.
AND I BAUGHT SOME OF THAT LIPSTICK THAT DOESN'T COME OFF! it's awesome.. it stays there.. all day. after I eat and make out with a bunch of people it's all still there. You should buy some.
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